cui. it’s 8.45am, im as awake as if i just woke up, when in fact, i haven’t slept at all! hahaha…

and i feel more awake each minute. HOW STRANGE.

as i was taking a bus out, i suddenly thought… my life is so peaceful i don’t even realize it is. mwahaha…

it’s a happy day.

altho i tink it’s quite strange and suay that at 5.30am my da yi ma suddenly came, when it was just gone like 2 weeks ago. something is seriously wrong with me and my body and my sleeping hours.

just finished the last bit of 海派甜心 ep 4. and meiy hasn’t called… so decided to ramble a little.

oh and i’m so happy to find someone to likes to eat century egg. ahaha! *random random* hi^5 to meiy!

and both meiy and i are suffering from some sort of food poisoning from ytd. ahaha.. just tt my digestive system more reactive, i da lao sai ytd night, meiy is lao sai-ing this morning. i swear im not getting the same combi of food as ytd night alr. faints. so long nv lao sai. haha.

went back to sch ytd to return my library book, then met up with meiy. went to jur point to window shop, i only bought an umbrella (cos i left my previous one which was new at LT17 after my IA paper, SHIT)

then we tried quite effortlessly to find Admiral bar and grill cos the previous time that i went there some months ago was by car and had no idea how to get there by foot. and we were slightly freaked out by the excitingly dark driveway up to the hill. and so i learnt that admiral hill is at sembawang, not admirlty. how retarded i was! we had cocktails, chicken wings spicy level 3, and spicy baby ribs. then we went to HK cafe for iced yuan yang. AND TT’S LETHAL COMBINATION. so don’t ever try.

reached home slightly past midnight, showered, watched drama, and lao sai. and cldn’t sleep until now…. and going for breakfast with meiy but we’re going to have something light like porridge. haha.

i brought my Amaths textbk (or dan’s txt to be exact) out hopefully i can do some memory-racking cos i seriously need to refresh my lost memory before going for tuition later at 3pm. otherwise, i think im gg to lose my job soon since i’ve parted with my extremely loving tutees who forever bear with my stupidity and my poor memory. hoho. but good to still chat about rubbish as friends, and not tutor-tutee, about drama, about boys/guys, about what i’ve experienced in the 6 years i lived more than her.

hope that meiy’s fyp will go well.. sounds like there’s a whole lot of complicated troublesome things to do in the process. many terms alien to me!

also hope tt cc would get well soon. guess her low immunity has brought her some trouble, so get well quick! fight against nasty infection!

oh i also took this time to earn $12 in 30min. haha.. did some online research questionnaire from NUS…

wah sian…

it’s 5.40am… and im as awake as an owl.

and im supposed to wake up at 6.40am, 1hr left… maybe i should gi ve up sleeping.

what should i do?

drama is loading so slowly tonight. shall take the time to rattle.

went to some furniture warehouse sale and jason ended up buying a mattress for $999 and it was at a warehouse sale. faints. tink my entire bed with the frame is less than $400.

then went over to ben’s place and they were dismantling this metal cupboard to make way for upcoming lift grading. and it was SOOOOOOO noisy i tell u if i were staying like 10floors away, i’ld still call the police to complain. cos it was a METAL cupboard and every contact it has with anything, u get this LOUD DEAFENING BANGING sound. omg. then i cld hear some random voice shouting EH! SHUDDUP LA! frm duno where. quite scared ppl will come and fight or what.

my maiden voyage to city plaza, the acclaimed place where alot of blogshops carry similar clothes cos there’re many wholesalers and distributors there. so i went to check it out. true enough, they have alo of blogshop clothes, actually some shops are really very nice. but i tink their prices are higher than blogshop. and it can be quite alot higher as it varies shop to shop. i asked abt a dress which probably wld clost $30 online to be $66. but others are thereabouts, like $35 +- $10.

it’s ben’s grandma bday so she cooked alot of good food and it was the first time 7 ppl ate tgt, cos usually we all eat at different timig. and there was mango cake yummy!

today i learnt that xue ge is actually some frog’s eggs or something. goodness.

watching 富贵门 tonight.

the past two days i spent coping up at home, and going to cycle alone at night (arnd 11pm) to think abt some stuffs cos i was feeling rather caught up with plenty of negative thoughts abt life and myself. but kinda decided to take things easy. but i rmb what someone once told me and maybe i can take that as my new motto or something.. and that is, don’t make your problem my problem. or, i interpret it as, don’t make my problems a problem of others, and also don’t let others’ problems become my problem. of cos maybe not to such extreme, i just think it might be good to be one discrete being, and be flexible with ur own life so you dun affect or be affected by others. this way, maybe we’ll feel less affected emotionally.

anw anw… my saturday was pretty fine (overall).

had an interesting saturday. many happy things, also no lack of unhappy things. but let’s look on the bright side.

was supposed to have tuition at 10, but erm i slept at abt 6am and was having a headache when i tried to wake up at 8.30am. so i msged to change day. yes, i admit im irresponsible. leopard doesn’t change its spots, IT’S TRUE.

then i went to buy glutinous rice for breakfast, and had beef noodle for lunch, and beef soup+rice for lunch 2nd round. intermittently sleeping.

sometimes it’s like a deja vu, many times in fact. ppl making the same mistakes, and get upset over making the same mistakes. i really should learn. really really. tho it’ll take time, and it’ll cost fractured friendships. maybe we can all be better persons tgt. guess im too blessed to have friends like meiy and an extremely forgiving dad, might hae spoilt me along the way.

after my 2 yrs in ac with my hon. i still don’t learn. but i have to!

anw had a rather special shopping experience with ceci, i dun quite rmb shopping with her before. we usually hang out at each others’ place, or just chilling out somewhere, or walking in the neighbourhoods .

i tink it’s not easy to do make-up shopping, cos i dun ahve many frens interested in make-up (strangely). so i had fun! and i was super amazed at eye colours that the sales girl put on ceci. it was really nice and looks sophisticated and smart. but i also realized it’s huge investment just to gao dim one small part of the face. but yea if it works, probably it’s worth bleeding for. still tinking abt getting the primer, altho im not too sure of its said benefits cos im v knew to this product.

and i’ve never walked into so many branded shops in a short period time with any other friends. most ppl have some kind of mental barrier (which i have too).

although i ended up disappointing a dear friend and it’ll prbabl stay in her for awhile cos sometimes i don’t think so much abt how others might feel esp when im usually out with meiy who is ok with just abt anything i can come up with. i hope she”ll not be too angry with me!

then i hopped onto my train and got a shock of my life cos i was going to meet someone who is on bad terms with who i met on the train. but luckily, timing was staggered and i was saved from yet another emotional trauma within a short period of time.

went to Bliss at punggol park. it’s surprisingly quite a popular hangout, and they have surprisingly huge range of wines and beers. i was really quite amazed. i’ve always been impressed with bars with a shocking variety of the same kind of alcohol. cos it’s just how muh they care abt giving you variety and choice, and also shows that they’re really into such stuffs. altho i dun see why they bother to carry a whisky that costs i tink $2500. bala had a $5200 bottle which was never ordered.

and it’s encouraging to talk to someone who actually really love his job. and honestly prefers working to studying. it’s nice. really. to think happy. and it feels nice to see ppl happy with their lives. because it’s just so rare. nevertheless, i live in overwhelming negative vibes.

we moved on to bak chor mee and chai tao kuey. then gossip abt one of them, right infront of him. quite funny.

then took a bus to ben’s, and my bladder was seriously bursting. chat with his grandma. then he drove me hm.

i hope to learn from today’s mistake. but im very sure i’ld do something similar some time down the road.

and anw… my low-carb diet is such a failure. first, i do eat qt alot of carb. 2nd, i really dun lose weight, and i tink i gained 1kg. haha.. wtf.

-came back to delete my irresponsible actions-

hmmm… on the lighter note. my shopping craze has gradually died down after receiving all my packages (1 outstanding). haha.. think i do enjoy online shopping, esp when i go out and see the price tags on the clothes… i think online shopping is really pretty cool.

my OPIs didn’t turn out to be colour i tot i wanted. can only blame myself for not taking note of the colour codes when i tried it at bugis. but not too bad. purplish grey, and mustard yellow.

and i bought my 3rd facial session, which i haven’t found the motivation to go. was supp to be ytd but i canceled cos of the rain. and also because i was watching drama and was too lazy to leave home.

i wonder when results will be out. haiz. need to bid modules again. sian. but last sem already. then working life, only left with publicholidays… so sad.

every day this week i was supposed to meet meiy. but every day this week i cldn’t wake up cos i watch drama until siao already. haha.. super sorry sorry meiy!! hope ur fyp doing good good, which of cos it isn’t, but let’s hope it will become good good!!

meiy are you free for xmas? anybody free for xmas? let’s have a mini gathering. ahaha.. im definitely not going to church this year. so sian..

장근석 / Jang Geun Seok, oooh eye candy… same age!!!! so young!! (ahaha as if i tink im young.) super handsome!!!! -drools-

and the girl (not the main girl, some side-line bad character girl) has SUPER long legs lah. i tink her legs are like 1.3m damn hot…. but it’s funny cos in koreandrama website they have this individual artiste’s page, then open to comments.. this girl’s “fanbase is like ‘oooh i hate her so much! i hope she dies! i tink she’s ugly cos of big face. i don’t why she’s getting so much attention and in so many shows. she’s popular cos she’s got a rich baseball director dad.”… damn farnie…

kies, had enough rambling..

good luck all dearest friends taking friends…

WORLD PEACE.

mwahaha.

sinful indulgence.

since i finished my paper on saturday abt 5pm…

until today which is monday 4.30pm…

in 2 damned days, i’ve spent $200 bucks PURELY on shopping already. and i’ve already tried to buy low cost items. if they were bought at non-sale.. i duno how much tt’ld be.

Online blogshop shopping:

OPI nail polish X2

set of bangles X1

casual/formal jacket X1

casual/formal dress X1

gai gai dress X1

@ robinson’s expo sale:

triump sloggi bra X1

la senza bra X1

pierre cardin bra X2

bio essence revitalizing exfoliator X1

others:

watson’s birdnest mask (6pcs / box) X2boxes

maybe if wanna include my currently confirmed holiday to batam that’ll plus another $155.

so that gives the grand total of $355!!!!

so actually after looking through my loot, $200 might have been very well spent huh. but hahaha… shit man. it’s only 2 days.

i’ve 2 months of hols….

i need to work….

sian.

totally not absorbent at all.

i tried to read stuffs already. but just felt like i haven’t been doing anything. haha. weird.

HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSS.

can’t wait!

since im not really getting any info in… maybe i shld watch drama or sleep. tt’ld be more value-adding. hoho.

oh mannnn…

super no mood to study

altho tmr’s my last paper. and i still have not covered the content.

but IT’S LIKE HOLIDAY ALREADY.

i just want to continue sleeping (just woke up frm my 2hr+ nap) and wait for 10pm to watch 宫心计20.

oh mannnn…

it’s sucha torture.

to have to read read and read.

WHEN IT’S HOLIDAYS.

hmmm

quite happy i finally got started on my last paper.

read through the last 2 chapters, both taught after midterms.

1 i pon.

another most of the notes were blank. but ok la. haha..

doing fine.

just typed out the cheatsheet. heng i typed for midterm

now just add on 2 chapters.

if not… cry.

cos pre-midterm got alot more. ahha..

ooops left tmr to study.

summore going to waste time in sch until 3pm. then com hm and study. haisss… shall sleep late tmr.

hehe never knew it was so much fun playing with new hairstyles.

but not until u see even more poor strands bidding goodbye from the tugging, then u realize, maybe u shldn’t play with ur hair so much. haha.

ran outta shows to watch. watching 美女不坏. not so nice.

well i guess… it was a blessing in disguise.

cos, im totally slacking, very much in peace right now.

on tues 10.30pm i sms my fren.

“eh tmr got FM class anot?”

cos i wanted to pon it to do my stocktrak report, due at 12noon.

after less than 1 hr, my fren replied.

“erm. tmr is the test right. of cos got class.”

that was the shock of my life.

called my fren back in utter shock, and reconfirmed the bad news.

and he told me what to study etc etc. and i tot…

shit. im dead.

so wrapped up my stocktrak report in rush, which wld otherwise have been my best-effort individual report ever produced.

and went on to chiong my FM test. and surprisingly finished studying what i set out to finish in abt 3hrs. and went to sleep by 4am.

very very very big thank kew again to meiy. who helped me printed out my stock trak in colour early in the mroning at 8am. otherwise i’ld have to sleep less, or be in more rush. love u!

the test went alot better than i imagined. of cos i alr have pretty low expectations of it since u noe, hais. but yea, im ok with it.

surprisingly i realized how stupid i had been cos i told afew ppl tt i forgot abt the test, and they all asked me.. WHY DIDN’T U GO TAKE MC?!

and i was like.. YAH HOR.

cos altho this is the final test, it is afterall, not an exam. cos all 100% CA. so yea, why didn’t i tink of it. i cld have took MC and sat for it today.cos there’s another class today.

but.. erm, nvm i guess.

THAT’S WHY IM SLACKING AND WATCHING NEW DRAMA AND OLD DRAMA NOW! WOOO HOO..

i have exceptionally low standards of myself this sem. altho i started out having extremely high expectations. maybe after much redundant, non-value adding roller coaster ride which has taken a toll on me. and lovely dramas which are addictive and cannot be abandoned.

im currently watching…

海派甜心: just found. got xiao zhu, and rainine yang. mwahahaha… i love meaningless ou xiang ju.

美女不坏: found it ytd, not too nice. but guess i’ll watch when i just want to watch something.

宫心计: VERY NICE…. hk palace drama. )))))))

桃花小妹

sorry for the big words, i duno how to change font size. this one is also not too bad. i like cyndi wang. haha.

ONE MORE PAPER ON SATURDAY TO GOOOOOOO…